Сергей Сергеевич Прокофьев

The other day I started thinking about how single and alone, I know, big ol pity party. But the more i thought about it the more it hurt and the more it hurt the more I thought about it. A physical ache in my chest that wrecked my shit, made me act weird towards my friends and swear at happy couples under my breath.

I'm feeling a little better now but it still feels like an empty hole in my chest and I don't know how to fill it.

Hurt? No, no, of course not. This is the modern age. They can cut away your entire life and you'll never feel a thing.

This morning I stood at one of the front windows of my apartment eating cereal, I waved at anyone that walked by. No one waved back.

:(

My halloween in a nutshell. Heres the caption they put on the picture

"What's more surprising- Mike not even flinching at the attempt to be set on fire, or that his flackjacket wasn't catching on fire after a minute of flame being applied??"

Tor: i think im actually convincing meg right now
plz tell me you didnt shave
im pretty sure jalapeno cheetos + beer means im gonna barf
i dunno
damnit
i have you and megs convo side by side so im sure im gonna be sending the wrong messages all night im sorry

me: I hope the shaving comment was to me

Tor: LOL
LOL
no it wasnt
imagine
the fupa

I have an incredible desire to devote everything to photography and take beautiful pictures all day, I dream about it constantly. Then reality comes along and chokes my dream to death.

Maybe I should just fuck it, get a camera and not worry about classes.

I watched "Let the right one in" the other night. Best vampire movie evar, ok maybe not ever but its really good and you need to watch it. its in swedish so its subtitled just a warning.

guess somebody wants lots of gifts

I got Dissidia on a whim, fucking awesome. Kind of bizzaro that it even works but it does for some reason, nothing like bashing on Kefka with Cloud. The musics great too, all in all its a really great package and im impressed.


ps you can play as Gabranth too :D

So stuff that's been going on lately...

-My TV is finally getting fixed on the 17th! Be nice to be able to use it once again.

-I finally got to level 80 with Bagele, then I was like wtf do I do now? probably going to cancel for awhile since I don't feel like doing any alts

-I ordered a bunch of military surplus for cheaaapp, heres what I got
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I watched a neat documentary and it had an interesting manifesto in it.

1. Culture always builds on the past
2. The past always tries to control the future
3. Our future is becoming less free
4. To build free societies you must limit the control of the past


ive been ruminating over it quite a bit.

Moi, je veux te dire que je ne te quitterai jamais. Et puis, si tu es triste, je pourrais toujours te donner un peu d'alcool pour te rechauffer le coeur.

xoxo

times is tight. times is potato famine era. but music mends the soul. especially this

www.savevid.com/video/wotlk-grizzly-hills-day-music-2.html

I went apartment searching today with DQ aka Doctor Quiz aka The Noodle aka Damien

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Self-love, my liege, is not so vile a sin,
As self-neglecting.

I'm coming up only
To hold you under
I'm coming up only
To show you wrong

There's a hand in my pocket
searching for change.
There's a man in the mirror,
his hair's turning gray.

Both my roommates don't have jobs. Damien does side jobs and stuff so hes getting by, Adam on the other hand decides he needs to buy a new cat. :| Nothing against the cat since its supercute but it probably wasn't the best idea since he already has one cat so now he has to take care of two, with no job.

Anyways I took him down to the temp agency I worked through and they got a job but hes whining about it since its in St Paul and only pays 8$, whatever at least you HAVE a job now.


Wtf when did I turn in to the responsible adult.

Rejoice, rejoice, God's ears are stitches
Rejoice, his eyes are big Xs
Oh, rejoice, his arms are burning witches
Oh, rejoice, his hands perform hexes
Rejoice despite the fact this world will hurt you
And rejoice despite the fact this world will kill you
And rejoice despite the fact this world will tear you to shreds
Rejoice because you're trying your best